winter is coming

I admit i have been asleep inside
of our relationship for months
i fear saying years, due to what that would mean
i know i love you by
the way i have no clue how to fix me

i know we are synchronious
by how i think things into your life
and you know its me

i hate you for being normal
as if i was destined for tradegy
i cannot accept your unconditional
i fear it desperaretly, i run everytime
it feels too much

i overthink, i need to write to
pause my brain, ironically
i want to stop lying to you
you dont deserve it